A Good Night

So last night was my first night out at a bar while SINGLE in like a year. It's was awesome. It was so much fun to see my girls Megan and Elise, to go to a bar I really feel at home (woot, Armadillo's), to feel comfortable with the people who work there (I love those guys and gals).

I had so much fun just shooting the shit with good friends and not having to worry about when I might get an angry phone call or when I'm going to have to worry about calling someone who's already angry that I was out drinking and dealing with that crap. It was nice not to have to worry about being myself.

I want to be with someone who trusts me, someone who appreciates me for all of my faults as well as my strengths.

But most of all, people. I don't want to be with anyone at all right now.

My life is in turmoil. I'm not going to have a home for up to a year. I'm going to be traveling so much that I won't have time and no matter what, I will have a long distance relationship. And I am SO over long distance.

For those of you that have ever done the long distance thing you know what I'm talking about. You try to call eachother as often as possible but sometimes that's just not enough. You're constantly worrying about when you're going to see eachother next. And with a schedule like mine that is so up in the air, it would be impossible to make concrete plans.

Lesson for today: singledom it is for me until I settle down.

xo