Dallas broke up with me today. He made the decision that we aren't a good match. Right not I'm mad but I've been through the gamat of emotions today.
Right now I'm mad that it only took him two weeks to give up on us completely. I spent more than $1200 moving my ass up here. I gave up my career for him. I gave up EVERYTHING for him and it took him only two weeks and two solid fights to detemine that "we're not compatible." What kind of bullshit is that?! What good is compatibility when you're not willing to work on the tough stuff?
So what did he do today? He drank and played poker and watched basketball. Surprise.
God I don't even know what to feel. He's going to cut me out completely. Never talk to me. What am I supposed to do then? My whole life is in shambles. Upside down. Inside out.
So Amy is coming tomorrow. We'll start the four day drive back east. He'll never swallow his pride long enough to come after me. I'll never see or hear from this man again. This man that I love so much. With my entire being. Everything that I am loves this man. And he thinks that we're incompatible. God it hurts so bad.
More in the days to come.
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