So I'm at the airport, on my way "home" to Baltimore (BWI). And I'm already missing my family. I really am. Jaclyn, Coach, Kevin, Michelle, Chad, Robin, Jeff, Jen, Mikey, and Mindi... I really, really appreciate going through this process with all of them. I will miss each of them.
Anyway, big news, I'm FINALLY d0ne with Paul. I broke up with him and we're done. I love him. I do, I will always love him, but he hasn't made me happy in a while. He doesn't make me UNhappy, I'm just not happy being with him. After everything, I just got to the point when I couldn't forgive him anymore. He'd hurt me for too long. He'd put Amber before me for our entire relationship. Only until April when he finally realized that we should be together did he really start pushing her away - not sleeping with her, not taking her everywhere, not doing much of anything, but it was too late... he waited too long.
But we're done, I burned that bridge, and now I'm ready to take on this job, I'm ready to travel until I'm dead if I can prove to this company that I can do it. If I can do this forever, I'd love it. I love to travel and for now, if I could do this, I would do it forever. If it can advance me, I'll do it forever, whatever it takes.
More later.
xo
1 comment:
Whit, I am glad you finally took the time to think about things and get over him. We all knew something serious needed to happen there and that youll be much happier without what seemed like a burden, to me atleast.
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