Saturday, July 28, 2007

The Difficulty

i woke up really early today and my kitty kept me awake all night wanting to snuggle, but that's okay, at least i slept in my bed, in my room. i missed Maryland. i do like it here. plus my family is here.

i have boxed and boxes of stuff to go through from walsworth but all i really want to do is actually have a weekend when i don't do anything. i just want to hang out, go shopping, enjoy having some time off. is that wrong to want? i also have proofs to edit and send back to plant as well as a yearbook to finish before the end of august.

but i think today is a day off. a day of reflection. i'll probably write a few more posts today.

by the way... it was sooo nice to get a ful night's sleep with no hour long interruptions for a phone call. it was wonderful. but that doesn't mean i might be regretting burning that ship a little bit. i'll get through it. my strength has just exploded and i will not be brought down by temptation. i will not rebuild that ship.

full speed ahead in this new land.

xo

1 comment:

Megan said...

i heart you. dave and katie are still sleeping. i woke up really early, but i also let them have my bed since they were doing me a favor. oh the joys of sleeping on the floor